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` I don't rememeber what a day felt like without you somewhere in my mind.

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So afraid
Open your eyes
Know too well
That fatuates you
Something undefined
There in the halflight
The demon without
The demon inside
To play then torment you
Feelings so sure
Feelings so uncertain
Something is wrong
Everyone's gone
You have been left behind
Everyone left the demon inside

Do you still hear the laughter
So hard to describe
And never forget
Faces that haunt you
Wake or sleep
You know you can't tell
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
To open your eyes
Face your oppressor
Still you go on
Convinced it will end

Can you remember
A day when it was not
Not like this
Unsure of yourself
Unsure of your thoughts
Unable to know
Of what you think is right or wrong
Still you go on
Convinced it will end
But someone pushes
A blade through your mind
There on the edge
No-one will find you
So hearing them laugh
No light it's not the end for you

Why is everything wrong
Here I am
Here I am
With these words
Trying to say
Something I can't
Something I can't tell you
Nothing is wrong
The demons they have left you
You were not left behind
You were not left behind
So open your eyes
So open your eyes
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
Please open your eyes
Here I stand
Unable to tell you
I'm trying to say
Nothing is wrong
Please open your eyes
Nothing is wrong
You were not left behind

I have been listening to this song for the past few nights, and I found something about him today and when I came home and listened to this song, it hit me. This song has so much significance, and it's so beautiful to me. It's sad at first, but it switches to bittersweet. I'm here for him. I wish you'd hear me at night, when I lie awake, just like you...I wish you'd hear me whisper your name out to the rain, and know..I am here for you, and I need you.

Emotion::
indescribable indescribable
Music::
VNV Nation - Left Behind
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Your Life Path Number is 22

Your purpose in life is to use your power for good

Of all the life paths, yours has the most innate power.
Your power lies in your vision, and you must recruit others to help you in this vision.
You are able to be a great idealist, but you still have the practicality to get things done.

In love, you tend to be a big romantic - but you also tend to keep your distance.

You have a lot of potential, and it's sometimes hard to live up to.
Sometimes you just feel like slipping into obscurity and doing nothing.
You tend to be prone to dramatic emotions, until you step back and look at things honestly.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmfEX75xjfk

Oh. Em. Gee.
I got so excited when I watched this.

Please watch it, it is only thirty seconds, just so you can get an idea of why I was so excited.
Even if you don't like the band (Evanescence), I still want you to watch it, like I said, only 30 seconds of your time.

*SQUEE*
TRUELY inspiring and it was only 30 seconds! haha

I think you will be surprised by their new sound.

 

Emotion::
SO EXCITED SO EXCITED
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I just updated my myspace. And before I never really liked it because it was lame, but now its beautiful lol so, GO TO MY MYSPACE! Its way better than nexopia.

http://www.myspace.com/_rainbowtree

Emotion::
excited excited
Music::
hellogoodbye - here in your arms
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Will YOU survive a zombie attack?

http://www.quizilla.com/users/Aaranel/quizzes/ZOMBIES...Would%20YOU%20Survive%3F%20%7B10%20RESULTS%20%2B%20PICS%7D

Take that quiz and find out!

This is what I got:

"You will have a high chance of survival, because you won't be alone. You will be with your best freind for the apocalypse. With your varying skills and extensive knowlege of eachother, you will do well. You will take turns keeping watch while the other sleeps, and be emotional and physical support for one another. You will stay tight and not join any other people, or go in highly populated areas (e.g. airports, churches). Best of luck to you both."

(Note: I took this more than once, and this was my final result. I have studied the Survival Hand Guide so I think I have a pretty decent chance of surviving)
Emotion::
relaxed relaxed
Music::
The Used & My Chemical Romance - Under Pressure
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Ugh. Whatever happened to My Chemical Romance? When they were on Much, they were so popular. Now all of a sudden the "fans" at my school.. don't even mention them. Hmm...I guess they weren't true fans. I still like them, in fact I'm listening to them right now. Grr, some people just annoy me. Like a band for their music, not their popularity or because the blonde emo boy on Much said they were cool. *eyeroll*
Emotion::
annoyed annoyed
Music::
My Chemical Romance - Hang 'Em High
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I borrowed a book from the library called "the Zombie Survival Guide: Complete Protection from the Living Dead" and its quite interesting as well as amusing. Now on I shall take mental notes of whom I would save or not save if their was ever to be a real zombie attack lol.

" To dream that you are cutting yourself, indicates that you are experiencing some overwhelming turmoil or problems in your waking life. You are trying to disconnect yourself from the unbearable pain you are experiencing."

I can't wait till the HH/FOB/AAR/FFTL concert. I am so stoked. Its hottie hunting time.

To rap things up, here are the Top 10 Lessons For Surviving A Zombie Attack:

1. Organize before they rise!
2. They feel no fear, why should you?
3. Use your head; cut off theirs.
4. Blades don't need reloading.
5. Ideal protection = tight clothes, short hair.
6. Get up the staircase, then destroy it.
7. Get out of the car, get onto the bike.
8. Keep moving, keep low, keep quiet, keep alert!
9. No place is safe, only safer.
10. The zombie may be gone, but the threat lives on.
(by Max Brooks)

Chow for now my living-undead friends. May you keep your flesh safely on your bones and free from the clutches of carnivorous zombies.

- Kelso
Emotion::
Meh. Meh.
Music::
The Nightmare Before Christmas - This is Halloween
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